I'm nervous about Rollercoasters

So I recently figured out what my job is like a long roller coaster that never ends.
I go through 4 major events a year that take months of planning, so image those as my big climbs to the steep drops. Then through out those months of leading up to some major event I have many small events for between 40-100 people, which to me are like the little vertexes that you spiral down really quickly somewhat unexpected. Then on this ride I have those sudden loops that take you by surprise where suddenly I just have to make sure quick things are 100% completed as lives depend on it.

All in all I'm not sure what I think about this ride but right now my hands are up and I'm ready to go down from this climb.